Monday has been an amazing Monday. I slept in a tad then had my favorite oatmeal. Work went by fast but it was fun. I was standing outside and it was just so beautiful. I think that sometimes we all need to have moments where we stand in awe. I watched as the kids played on the grass, there was a little breeze and it was all sunshine. It is one of those things that you should wake up and see in the mornings. I love my job and I love kids. It makes me smile to watch kids play and not have a care in the world. It makes me appreciate life and stop and slow down. Some days I have a hard time seeing the beauty.
Right there…now that is love. My best friend in the whole wide world holding a newborn. I love my best friend. She is gonna make a good mommy someday.
It is a little weird to see the big picture sometimes. Life is a series of domino effects. One event leads to another and one decision changes all the rest you will make. I have always liked to write out my thoughts and feelings. I never dreamed I would have an amazing blog like Bumble blog. I love my blog. It is all because of that bumble bee costume. That is why people call me a sexy bee. I know in my heart that I have made the right choices and I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be.
Tomorrow is my best friends graduation. I’m so incredibly proud of her. I know that being friends with her has helped me along the way.
I get upset sometimes and I wonder why somethings are they way they are. I try to never take things for granted. When life gets tough we need the people we love to help us out. I think that is when we should appreciate having them the most. When you have a hard day then you get to see someone who cares about you and makes you laugh, that is when it is the best.
Life is short and it is precious. We have to stay on course and make the choices that are right for us. You never know when someone will walk into your life and sweep you off your feet or out of your bumble bee costume.
Hump day!
-Woke up next to someone sexy
-Made us french toast (Yum!)
-Made us tea
-Watched Jerry Springer -Ticked by a Transexual!!
-Gonna kick it with the homies.
-Looks like rain today, I want it to rain!
-Tomorrow will the start of the weekend already!
Wow this week has gone by fast. Yesterday was fun. We had bithday cake then Roberto’s for dinner haha.
I heard this song yesterday that reminded me of my boyfriend. It’s called The best I ever had by Drake.
Thanks to everyone who made my day today amazing!!!! I had a great time eating with everyone at hooters. I loved all my gifts. I spent time with the people who are important to me. This was the best birthday and my mom had a good mothers day too. I’m so happy. I love my life. Things really couldn’t be any better!
It is funny how we remember certain details from our past. When I think about being a child and what memories I have there are not that many that stand out. It is also weird that sometimes emotion is brought up for weird reasons and you can’t shake the feeling. Today when I woke up I was laying in bed and I got this really weird feeling and it made me think of being little. I had this memory of being about five and watching Dr.Quinn medicine woman at home with my mom. I remember it was on channel five. This was a sad time for me and my mom because my grandma had just passed away. (R.I.P Nana). I missed a lot of school and I would just stay home an watch this show with my mommy. It made everything all better. We also watched mad about you. I can’t explain the feelings that come up when I think about this time in my life. Part of me wishes I could go back because I miss it. Part of me is happy where I am now. I guess these memories just remind me that I’m all grown up now and I can’t go back and I just have to accept the ways things are now. It makes me realize I have my own responsibilities and I’m going to have a family of my own someday. It kinda scares me but I also kinda want to have a daughter that will look back and have good memories of me and her hanging out.
Thanks to everyone who made my day today amazing!!!! I had a great time eating with everyone at hooters. I loved all my gifts. I spent time with the people who are important to me. This was the best birthday and my mom had a good mothers day too. I’m so happy. I love my life. Things really couldn’t be any better!
